I am heading to Grave

“I am heading to Grave ”

    By: Acharya Chandra

Having hashish so difficult for me

Smoking cigarette could be possible to me

Being a wine tanker too impossible for me

But being a jar of local tharra and whisky

was really favorable to me.

So,

unable to bring you the stars of the sky

the pearls of the ocean

and to visit Ratnapark and Mitrapark forever

keeping you in Pulsar and  Discover.

Because,

I purely loved you

wanted to free you from weltschmerz and ochlocracy

and wished to keep my stability towards prosperity

as magnificent as thrilling snowy mountain.

But, a great mistake!

that I had to have hashish

sink into the addiction of wine

the leader in the crowd of  crime

and to be praised as Hushen and Laden.

Ugh!

just an ordinary man

couldn’t sink into the addiction of  cocaine

have fallen in poverty

so unable to lead you in Godhawari and Maipokhari.

Just loved you purely

a great mistake

Decorating a betrayer

enjoying in her blind love

the remaining life is passing in pain and vain

Addiction of wine could be overcome

Love addiction so difficult

the symbols of  love

the shine of thrilling touch

strongly pinch the innocent heart

Therefore,

I am alone today

just alive as the fish in a frying pan

as the man in tides

Being sad in the dream of heart

caroling her success

praising her life

I am heading to the Grave!!!

I am heading to the Grave!!!

         The End